Ducmarc- I have always wanted to get back on. I think it is the same for all racers, there is just a pasion for it. People that don't race just don't understand, they just can't. It took a little (ok a lot!) to convince my fiance' to let me go back. I told her when she started dating me that I raced and at the time she thought it was pretty neat that I did. I always told her she might feel different after I went down. I wasn't expecting to have a complete disaster insted of an accident. She made it thru the whole ordeal quite well. She really doesn't want me to go back. I told her she fell in love with me for who I am and if I don't have bikes and racing in my life I won't be that same person. So I compromised, smaller tracks, less speed, less chance of getting majorly hurt. I know that all things fun have a risk, but it isn't like my job is overly safe anyway. Funny thing is my job is in the top ten for most dangerous jobs to have, but friends and family don't think anything about the every day risks of my job. The are the first to fly off the deep end when I bring up racing.