Apprehensive about getting back on the horse

[Super Dave]

Being somewhat analytical, yeah, I like to have a reason for why I crashed.  My third get off was "several" years ago.  I have no idea why it happened to this day. 

Sometimes, variables are out of your control.  You've got to make a decision:  is this fun?  If it is, well, that should help you make a decision.  If the riding is spooky, stay involved.  There's always someone that could use the help of a person that races for a team or something.  Being a part of someone's program can be nearly as rewarding and sometimes more rewarding than trying to do your own thing.